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I have found myself dragged back into dealing with a very negative matter over the past two days. A psychopath that I had problems with last year has enlisted the help of another nut case and together they published the most false and disgusting allegations about me.

The site they published these allegations on is already totally discredited but there were some things they claimed that needed to be rebutted as circumstantial evidence seemed to suggest I had some involvement.  The old where there is smoke there is fire scenario. 

I have completed the fully and total rebuttal of these allegations and it is time to get back to living my life.

I have learned a valuable lesson from having to revisit this very negative matter.   Some of the bad feelings and anguish started to return as I was forced to focus on formulating the rebuttal.  I have been free of these bad feelings for a few months now and forgot how bad they really are.

This experience has convinced me that it’s time to fully let go.  I have another blog where I wrote about my child being taken away from me.  It was therapeutic to create this blog and vent all my deepest feelings. 

In the blog I attacked the mother and the psychopath who took my son away from me. 

I previously wrote about a message I received about praising and blessing your enemies.  At the time I said I really could not do that but that I had stopped spending time cursing them and instead was starting to focus on positive things.

I actually did stop spending time thinking any negative thoughts towards them and I know I was better off for doing so.   Yet I left the blog running which contains a great deal of negativity and “curses” towards them. 

In leaving this blog I was not being congruent and therefore could not be fully aligned with the universe.  Thus I attracted this problem back to me.  I realize it’s time to follow my own advice to the guy that published the rubbish against me and let go. 

So I have announced I will turn off the blog at the end of the month allowing time for the people directly concerned to read my rebuttal.  I will totally ignore the old blog until it’s time to turn it off.

I know that eventually this matter will resolve itself when the psychopath abandons my ex-girlfriend and the child and I will again be able to see my son.   

In the meantime I have other people in my life including my other children who need me.  It is my duty to be happy for them and give them my love. 

Tomorrow I will wake up to another beautiful new day and wonderful things will happen.

The web site for the Secret has some great free stuff including the check from the universe.  I have printed it off and filled it out and have it placed where I can see it.  

There is also a desktop widget that will deliver some inspirational wisdom every day.  I have this installed on my system.

I find myself particularly challenged by the message for today

Praising and blessing dissolves all negativity. So praise and bless your enemies.  If you curse your enemies, the course will come back to harm you.  If you praise and bless them, you will resolve all negativity and discord, and the love of the praising and blessing will return to you.  As you praise and bless, you will feel yourself shift into a new frequency with the feedback of good feelings. 

Sounds very New Testament like TURN THE OTHER CHEEK and LOVE THY ENEMY.

If this message had been presented to me a year ago I would not have had much trouble accepting it.  I am not the type of person to hold a grudge and had I been asked if I had any enemies I would have said no.   There was really no one I hated.  Maybe some I disliked but I would not waste my time and energy even thinking about them.

This all changed when a psychopath entered my life and poisoned the mind of my then girl friend and mother to my baby son.   The poison was both mentally and physically as the guy got her addicted to drugs.

I have just come out a living hell as they played with me and taunted me.  For some 4 or 5 months the guy would hide behind the bedroom door of my girl friend’s apartment when I visited.   For him it was a big game and she soon became a very active participant.   During the first few months of this the guy still pretended to be my friend while he fed lies and half-truths back to my girl friend.

The depth of deception and hurt was such that I experienced a range of extreme emotions including defeat, betrayal, depression, hatred and revenge.   Talk about vibrating negatively to the universe. 

In the past month I have moved to a positive frame of mind and can actually write about this with some detachment.   I suspect it is my knowledge of NLP in practice.

To ask me now to praise and bless my enemies is to say the very least a challenge.   I think it an accomplishment that I have been able to deal with it enough that I can stop spending my time cursing them and focus on more positive things. 

I know all the feelings are still there and the matter is far from resolved.  I am not in denial about it nor am I just suppressing it.  I just need to put it in perspective and get on with my life.

So Praising and blessing my enemies.  I am just not ready for that at this time.   The best I can do for now is be vigilant in curbing any negativity towards them.